I would be lying if I said that this transition from my school routine has not been more difficult than expected. Cleaning, clearing out the distractions, taking care of any necessary heart and spirit work, and finding my new structure. Structure... Being a stickler for organization, I have been finding myself a little thrown off, not having yet developed a new, fitting daily form of structure and routine. But, a new friend and fellow artist in the craft said something to me last night that put things into perspective. That, at this point, it is about finding your footing with riding the wave that is the life we have chosen. Therefore, one day it will be one schedule, and the next day, “You are in a diner, at two in the morning, filming.” And, in that moment, I found some peace.
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I thank God for bringing me through this journey, and for leading me to the place and position that fills my heart and spirit with life and fulfillment.
This is the long awaited closing of one of the most difficult yet fortifying and enriching chapters of my journey thus far. It is a true testament to the fact that everything happens as it should, for our greatest good. There are many things I had to learn, both academically and through life experience, that has gotten me to this point. And, I am so thankful for having learned what I needed to, and, even greater, having made the brave and faith filled choices to apply what I have learned. I am grateful to have gone on faith to not only be here today, but to be here, living in my truth and purpose. I have spent so much time being stubborn, trying to control everything. And, God had to redirect me many times, even through my kicking and screaming. But, once I stopped and listened, truly listened, the path has been a lot easier, clearer, and much more fulfilling. It has taken me quite some time to get to this moment of peace and satisfaction. Through fighting God, and fighting myself, it has taken me more time than I ever would have anticipated. But, I am here, satisfied, and at peace for today. I am forever excited for tomorrow. I have hope in all that each and every tomorrow I am granted will bring. And, I am thankful. I am so thankful. And, I am ready. Fly free... |
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